Arlequin - Kyoukaisen

Original Title : 境界線
English Title : Borderline
Titre Français : Borderline
Artiste : Arlequin
Lyrics : 暁
Composition : 奈緒
Album : UTOPIA
English translation by :  Ni-Kunou Slifer
Traduction française par : Ni-Kunou Slifer

Official Lyrics:

Roumanji:

hakidashitai kanjou mo

oshikometai kanjou mo

mou "kangaenai you ni" ga seiippai de

kimochi o korosetemo

kokoro mo shindeiku

doushiyou mo nai yo  jissai.

(kowashitai yo  zutto  nukedasenai)

nando  yume o mite

nando  kizutsuite

kurikaeshi  ikiteiru koto o  omoishitte

uetsukerareta  kienai  kono itami wa

"kawarenai" hibi yori

"kawaru" asu ni obiete

wakatte wa iru kedo  jibuntachi wa sore demo

tokubetsu nandato  yume miru  bokura wa...

shiawase o nozomu koto  moshi sore ga kibou nara

moshi kibou nara

[SORE o KATACHI ni shiyou toshita toki

futo kao o nozokaseru no ga zetsubou darou]

tashikametai kanjou mo

akirametai kanjou mo

mou  atama no naka kara  afuredashita

zen'aku  hamidashite

jibun to iu kyoukaisen o nuritsubushite

[kowareru nara  isso  boku no te de]

nando  yume o mite

nando  kizutsuite

kurikaeshi  ikiteiru koto o  omoishitta.

daremo ga negatta

daremo ga osoreteita

kibou mo  zetsubou mo  onaji "mirai" datta to

kowashiteyukou  itami o koete made

bokura ga arubeki  asu ga aru hazu dakara

tashika na MONO nante  nani hitotsu nai keredo

hitori ni wa narenai kyou o ikiteyukou

Kanji:

吐き出したい感情も

押し込めたい感情も

もう “考えない様に” が精一杯で

気持ちを殺せても

心も死んでいく

どうしようもないよ　実際。

(壊したいよ　ずっと　抜け出せない)

何度　夢を見て

何度　傷付いて

繰り返し　生きている事を　思い知って

植え付けられた　消えない　この痛みは

“変われない”日々よりも

“変わる”明日に怯えて

解ってはいるけど　自分達はそれでも

特別なんだと　夢見る　僕らは…

幸せを望む事　もしそれが希望なら

「ソレをカタチにしようとした時

ふと顔を覗かせるのが絶望だろう」

確かめたい感情も

諦めたい感情も

もう　頭の中から　溢れ出した

善悪　はみ出して

自分という境界線を塗り潰して

「壊れるなら　いっそ　僕の手で」

何度　夢を見て

何度　傷付いて

繰り返し　生きている事を　思い知った。

誰もが願った

誰もが恐れていた

希望も　絶望も　同じ“未来”だったと

壊していこう　痛みを越えてまで

僕らが在るべき　明日がある筈だから

確かなモノなんて　何1つないけれど

1人にはなれない今日を生きていこう

English Translation:

With the feeling of wanting to spit

With the feeling of wanting to imprison 

Seems that "I can't think" anymore, with all my might

I kill my feelings

Even my heart is dying

I can do anything ... After all

(I've wanted to destroy you, always, you can't escape)

Many times, I've dreamed

Many times, I've hurt (myself)

(By) Repeating that, I realized that I'm alive

It's planted in me, it won't disappear... This pain !

"Unchangeable" just like my days

"Changeable" like my fear of tomorrow

I found it, however my selves are still

We've a kind of special dreams, we...

The fact of desiring happiness, if it's considered as hope

[I wonder then, if the face

I'll look at suddenly is what's considered as despair...]

With the feeling of wanting to check

With the feeling of wanting to give up 

Enough, it overflowed from my head !

Evil and good are crowed out !

Violating the borderline called self

[If I've to break, it would be better if it was by my hands !]

Many times, I've dreamed

Many times, I've hurt (myself)

(By) Repeating that, I realized that I'm alive

Everyone prayed for me

Everyone was afraid of me

Hope or despair, my "future" will be the same anyway!

I'm going to break until I'll get beyond my pain

We've to be here however, because there is a future anyway!

There is surely a being that connect between one person

You can't be one, so let's live today !